为什么,爱情会那么的复杂 .

Everything's just so weird .
I just don't understand what is love .
Why does it seems so complicated for me . Why ?
I really do want to settle down actually , but , I have not found the right one .
I'm just waiting , waiting for the right one to come by my side .
But , the one that I had love before , hurt me deeply inside .
I know I'm being random , but , I just want to vent out my anger .
I'm really unhappy with what had happened before , I know its been so long already .
But why do I deserve such treatment , what did I do wrong at first ?
If the guy doesn't appreciate my love , why did he told me all those craps .
Why did he even fucking promised me , why did he leave me in the end ?
Alright , its already the past , I know .
Although I can forgive , but I can't forget . This type of guys will have their retribution .
I believed in karma , what comes around , goes around . Trust me . Winks*
& I'm not may be a good girlfriend too , but I'll try my best to be one when I have met my right one . ♥